I Don’t Know

I don’t know if you’re watching
But I’m crying
I don’t know if you miss me
While you’re gone
I don’t know if you’re listening
But we’re dying
And I don’t miss you anymore
And I’m lying

I don’t know if you feel it
But we’re rising
Out of the ashes of this thing I know we think we control
I don’t know if we’re here now
And if we’re trying
I’ll be damned to let you go and miss my final score

When you find me I’ll be alone
Where our crimes lead
I’ll never ever let her know
Watch us return
Watch me collapse and burn

I don’t know

I don’t remember the details
But I’m trying
Somewhere behind us (beyond us)
A back door (but what for?)
I don’t know if you’re watching
But we’re dying
And I’m not listening anymore

When you find me I’ll be alone
Where our crimes lead
I’ll never ever let her know
Watch us return in time
Watch us return to find
Watch us return as two minds
Watch us return as we try

Where I am doesn’t suit me anymore
Than who I ought to be.
If where we land doesn’t bruise me to the bone
Then happily we’ll flee

When you find me I’ll be alone
Where our crimes lead
I’ll never ever let her know
Watch us return in time
Watch us return to find
Watch us return as two minds
Watch us return as we die

I don’t know